On my iTunes

Selasa, 30 Juni 2009

Hiya, it's been long time that I dont post music for you guys. Well, my internet conection was soo slow last month , so here it is, my play list

sondre lerche - heartbeat radio

My hero brand new song, complete with enchating melody and beautiful lyric. The intro just make you want to hear hear it until finish and start to play it again. With sounds of the violin this song definetly rock your summer holiday. Put it on your car, and sing it with your friend, it's will be fun.

ps: Hit me if you dont like this song

jojo - 25 to life

The song just leak in the internet without confirmation it is in her new album or not. But definetly it's not her first single of her new album. Back to the song is midtempo rnb song, with weirdo beat at the chorus. I used to dont like the song at the beggining, but after hearing it again and again, it just a fun song. Jojo voice is really clear in this voice and still powerful, or I should say more powerful than before.

the pierce - secret

My friend gave me this song like 1 year ago, because it' a soundtrack of Gossip Girl which i never care, So i never listen to it. But when I first listen this song until it off ( like last week), i think it's kindda fun song with goth atmosphere. But the end of the song is so ridiculous.

paolo nutini - ten out of ten

such a parade song, totally different from other song in his new album, Sunny Side Up , really fit to listen it in the morning to make your day. His voice , which is like a man in his 50, kindda bothered the song. But the song is a way too good


Why do you have to go to Bali ?

1. We have plenty beautiful beaches here like Sanur , double six, lovina, geger,and so many.
2. Unique culture that you will never see in other country
3. People who are polite and nice
4. delicious food, we have spiciest food in the world that you won't to miss
5. and many more...

So what you waiting for, come visit us, enjoy Bali


What the fuck happened

Well i want to post several songs but I dont know what the heck happened so I cant post it, Duh. so you're better to wait


Toy Boy

Once upon a time in a big city, there’s lived a young girl named Jane Cartman. She’s delicate as flower, sweet as sugar, and pretty as moon. Her father, was a rich person in the town. He’s so arrogant. For him prestige was number one. He also overprotected his daughter. He never allowed a poor boy to have a relationship with his daughter.
But Jane had a big secret; she fell in love with a blacksmith son, Gerard. They always met at midnight in the nearest park when no one’s around. There, the couple would cuddle, sang their love song, and look upon the stars.
“My Dear Jane, how lucky I am to have a girl who shines like a star, who tenders like a cloud, who graces like a swan.”
“Your words always make me want to fly, but please never let me fly, because in your arm I want to stay.”
And then they kissed. They always do that every night. Always. But someday Mr. Cartman felt under the weather. So he asked his maid to buy a medicine. When she headed to the alchemist shop, she spotted Jane kissed Gerard. Shocked with that, she rushed to Mr.Cartman mansion and told her mister. Mr. Cartman couldn’t hear what he’d just heard. He worried all the good prestige had he made, broke if people knew this news.
He waited at Jane’s room. Waiting until she came back from her secret date. When she finally arrived, he slapped her and said
“What I always tell you, NEVER HAD A RELATION WITH POOR PEOPLE, do you want to break this family prestige. “
“But that my heart belongs to him, I’ll never let him go.”
“Don’t be such a Shakespeare in front of me. If you want a love , daddy can find many rich man in this country. They had cart, they can give you jewels, all the thing you want. WRITE IT, ALL THE THING THAT YOU WANT. Then what that ghetto boy can give to you, heart-shaped iron. BAH.
“He can give me love”
“Bah. Don’t make me laugh again. Over your relationship now, it’s not discussion, it’s an order!”
Jane cried all night long. Next day she couldn’t skip to the park cause her room was locked and guarded. In other hand, Gerard was confused with Jane abstained. So he sneaked to Jane’s mansion. As he arrived in, he shocked because al the house was guarded. So he moved slowly, try to dodge from the guard, then he quickly broke Jane’s room key.
It’s like a dream when Jane Saw Gerard faces on the door. She hugged her, crying on his shoulder. Then she told him what just had happened and he asked Gerard to take her away. But he couldn’t take her easily. His father and sick and no one’s tale care of him. If he ran away with her, he worried something bad happened to him.
Jane was disappointed that he couldn’t take her away but she understudied with his responbility to take care his family. Then Gerard gave her a wind- up toy, it’s old and had many flaws. He told her that the toy was a left from her dead mother.
“When I was five, my mother just back from the market. I knew she still sick but I she forced herself to buy me a toy just to make me happy. But later her disease just became wilder and more dangerous. Several days later, she said to me that I should be strong and take care of my father too. If I miss her just remember to the toys that she gave.”
“If it’s so important to your life, why you give it to me?”
“But you’re important too, I want when you’re missing me, this toy can make you remember about me.”
“I will save it. This is more important than all I have. “
He kissed her a while then rushed to get out from the mansion.
Jane saw the toy like the way she saw Gerard, she just felt like Gerard’s soul is in the toy. Every day she played with the doll, dressed it like the boy she love, kiss him with every love that she had. Mr. Cartman obviously didn’t know the toy existence. Every time when he went to Jane’s room, Jane had hided it under her bed.
It’d been 1 month after the incident; Jane had missed Gerard so much, and toy existences couldn’t entertain her. Jane was crying so hard until her eyes couldn’t drop any tears, and she said
“I know you’re here to cheer me up, Mr. Toy, but I can’t help myself. I really miss him. I wish you’re alive and help me. I just wish..”
Then magic happen, the toy just alive. It shook its head, got up from the bed.
“Young Lady, I know all you’re worry and sadness, I will make you happy. All your dream will come true.”
“But how could help me? And how could you alive?”
“Your pure love had give me power , power to make a dream come true. Well lady, I think we should go now.”
“Where will we go?”
“To the place your heart belong to”
With toy boy help, Jane could go out from her mansion. It broke the key chain, defeated all the guard, so Jane could safely got out. They rushed so fast to Gerard house. When Gerard opened his door he shock that was Jane who knocked his door. But the most surprisingly thing was when he saw the toy boy jump from Jane’s shoulder. He couldn’t believe it. So Jane told everything was happened and the toy boy suggest them o run away to other country so they could start new life peacefully, without Mr.Cartman disturbing.
Gerard wanted to say yes but then he remembered his father.
“I can’t do that, how could I leave my sick father?”
Then suddenly Gerard’s father appeared.
“Ha, so this hag bothers your happiness, just go my son, pursuit your happiness.”
“But father, how about you”
“Nothing’s gonna happen with old man like man, HA.”
“I mean how if your sickness becomes worse, how if you die?”
“Listen son, I live for many years, and my happiest day were when I had your mom you’re born. When your mom died you’re my only the best thing in my life. How could I see my happiness couldn’t get his happiness? I am too long in this world, son. Die doesn’t mean a bad thing. If I die, surely I can be together with your mom, someone I belong to. So go son, make your happiness.”
Gerard hugged his father for the last time, he knew he couldn’t see his face anymore. Then his father kiss Jane’s forehead and said “Take care of my son.” He a little bit shocked when he saw the toy boy, but then he shook its hand. When they said good bye, Gerard’s father felt little sad but so relief. Then he closed the door, went for a sleep. He dreamed about his wife, his happiness. And he didn’t want to wake up. Forever.
In other hand , Mr. Cartman was shocked with his daughter run away. So he ordered all the guard to catch Gerard at their house but they’d found nothing but his father corpse with smiling face. He’s so frustrated, he ordered all his people to search for them, but they always failed. Then because of its frustrations he became crazy and poor. All of his colleague never admit his as a friend. So he live sadly. So sad until death came to him.
Back to Jane, Gerard , and toy boy, they just go to overseas country so Mr. Cartman couldn’t find them. There they start live from a beginning. Gerard worked as a blacksmith there, and Jane taught kids with the toy boy. They live poorly, but they were happy, because they were in the place that they belong to be.

ps: i still cant make a beautiful word, huh, I really need such strong word, but wtf. So leave me comment. I know it's not really good, but it's kinnda fun. My fav part is the conversation betwen Gerard and his father


Introducing Bagus, my alter Ego

Minggu, 28 Juni 2009

I have a big ego
such a big ego
I love this ego

beyonce - ego


Story of the Sun

Rabu, 24 Juni 2009

He wakes up in the morning
brush his teeth in the big big pool
He slowly moves from his bed
cause he still sleepy

In a day he plays with the wind
and plays hide and seek with the cloud
sometimes he looks upon the world under his world
he will smiles
and gives 'em big hot kiss

Before his time to sleep
He will draw in the sky
orange red blue
are his favorite color
abstract is his specialty

then when he gets tired
he moves slowly to bed
and the moon will sing a lullaby


Please Help Me

Minggu, 21 Juni 2009

I decided to join such a poster competition, guy s please leave me comment about this pic. please leave me comment, is that good or not


Put Your Money Where You're Mouth Is

Jumat, 19 Juni 2009

shut up
and put you're money where you're mouth is
that's what you get
for waking up in vegas
katy perry - waking up in vegas


Kelewat Mati Gaya

Somebody help
Before I'm going CRAZY

model : me & mbok made keponakan
photographer : mbok made
suit : lee coper shirt ( 99.000)
pants : levi's original ( 140.000)


Oh Love

Kamis, 18 Juni 2009

When you whisper
that you love me
I wish I could fly away


Kill the time

Somebody please help me to get out in this bored zone.
Tick tock tick tock.
I hate the sound of the time.
I want to kill the time
I just so bored so much
I've had nothing to do
Just edit this crappy images


Life After Life

Rabu, 17 Juni 2009

Have you ever wondered about death

Or I should call a life after life

Is that heaven is a good place

Is that heaven is a bad place

Are we good enough to go to heaven

Or we are bad enough to go to hell

Why we should always fear abouth death

Or always happy about life

Is there any mal at heaven

Or an interenet to connect to our facebook

Is there any blackberry

Is there any starbuck

What if the answer is no

You will fear to dead right

I’m not saying that I love death

And hate life

I just hate the way peple treat each other

I just hate to think that when we laugh

Somebody outhere cry

I just hate hate

I’m not saying that I’m not scared of death

I do scare of death

I just confused

Confused to choose the right way in this world

If there any question

Hell or heaven

I don’t want to go to hell

Neither heaven

I just want to sleep

Or we call nirvana

Where I don’t need come back to this world

And live peacefully


All New

What da ya think about the new template?? Too girly? Or like a kid drawing? Hate it? love it?
Lemme know

First plan i just want a simple template like my friend Benji has ( oh, dying for her template ), but I just find this template and I think it relly fits with my title " Hastosa Day". So I choose it.

Well hope you like my new template


Creativity Gone Wrong

Selasa, 16 Juni 2009

Failed Failed. Hope I can make the better one



I totally over the high school era. Yippie. and here it's the pics from graduation party . Well the graduation party or I should call ceremony kindda fun but we didn't get a meal ( i mean real meal not just freakin Roti Boy ), so I was really hungry at the graduation.DUH.

Gonna miss 'em so much.


Sweet Candy

I am starting to openmy eyes
From the sweet that you give
The sweet that I always on my mouth
and maybe in my heart
why I should fall from somebody like you
yeah you're a sweet candy
delicious on my mouth
slowly destroy my teeth
it hurts
yeah my heart hurts s much
but my friends keep telling me
She dont deserve me
and I think that's right
Now I can see it clearly
Fcking Goddamnit Clear
You just a TOWN SLUT


Night Life

Minggu, 14 Juni 2009

When the sun goes down, let the light shines on. Party atthe night that's what I call night Life


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